Ten

Do you ever feel so scared?
Scared to believe again
Scared to start over again
Scared to look up and see how many stars you have right now
Scared to end everything because you again scared to regret
Scared to the destiny that out of plan
Scared to dark
Scared to height
Scared to loose someone
Scared to ghost


Im scared and I count my scare from one to ten
I have my 'Ten', Im saving my ten.
Eventho I know, there is someone I could rely on when the 'Ten' is facing.
Eventho I know, there is someone that will always smile at me and say everything would be okay at a moment.
There is someone that will look up at me; remember me from the lowest to the highest; someone that space me for good; someone that spare her time for me; someone that know my phobia; someone that leave me on my happy moment and always there; someone to hold on; someone to hug with;

I have my 'Ten' and the killer
I have my 'Ten' to relief
I have my 'Ten' for good

Save up your 'Ten'.


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