a story about:

Jika bahagiaku merupakan dukamu, maka ingatkan aku untuk berduka bersamamu jika tawaku ada diatas tangismu, hentikan aku jika suksesku ada disela gagalmu, gagalkan aku jika tidurku mengganggumu saat terjaga, bangunkan aku jika lariku terlalu cepat bagi rangkakanmu, sandung kakiku

I hate this condition when all the relationships go constantly and no one is taking their ass off to make a change. I hate for being the one who made efforts after i knew this is not worth. I hate my self for giving everyone chances to come to my life again. I hate my self for being stupid over time teaches me tons of things.