to love.
When you realized how hard this life to treat you right. You wouldnt feel like it to treat people real’ bad. You Would choose to be so kind and nice ‘till even people think you dont deserve them. and even when you are the nicest person in the universe and you learnt to love the imperfections of someone, people still wouldnt believe you. people will think that your standard would kill them. you fake it you are mean. until at a point, people will push you to have no standard at all to love.