Kids, Dont be different.

"Be the society you wish to live in"

they said...
But you know what to take when you have to live the society you wish to live in?
it takes differences, it takes a hundred times of understanding, it takes a hundred times of shouting, it takes hundreds of doors being slammed, it takes we're being out of the breath of holding grudge or tears.

If someday I have children, Now I'm afraid to see them grow differently. because of the fact that maybe I could afford to give them enough love and attention, I know the world couldn't even afford to ignore them.
people shouting.
people hating.
people can't stand you.
people really care about you all of sudden as if they feed you gold daily.

I couldn't stand people take step to be hating my clan.
I don't know why, it is never hard to see people talking, people stabbing, people hating on me.
but if you put a word on something I'm protecting, it's like your whole world is making war to my world.

Kid, If you happen to have the ability to choose.
please, be the same.
I know u will be strong, precious, beautiful no matter what you will be.
But really, this world couldn't afford to have you on board.
even when your mom tried so hard, I fall back to the game.
I gave up.
now I'm loving back in silence.
I know you can take it, but I don't wanna see you suffer for being blamed.
Kid, Trust me.
I tried to prepare society to accept you.
I prepare bunches of love and acceptance, but they want me to spend it only for them.
because you know why, Honey?
because they don't have anything in stock.
they need to get it from me, because they couldn't afford love and acceptance.

Kid,
if you happen to have the ability to choose.
choose kindness.
because maybe you will be the society i wish to live in.
maybe you will be the kindness i receive from what i have given.


-Mom