a story about:

I will fly to home in 10 days from the day I post it. how happy I am that you can imagine. everyone here is expecting I would get so sad and not wanting to be back. but I swear there is nothing I want to do now besides being landed in CGK.

Im wondering how people could die. I was spending nights watching drama lately, and I realised that people don't only die because their hearts stop. but they die because their heart couldn't hold the pain anymore. is it true? do you think we may not be able to live anymore because we have lived in so many pains? I saw people die when someone shots their body part but not exactly his heart. is it true its because they couldnt handle the pain anymore? and finally he gave up, and he died?