Hate

I hate this condition when all the relationships go constantly and no one is taking their ass off to make a change.

I hate for being the one who made efforts after i knew this is not worth.

I hate my self for giving everyone chances to come to my life again.

I hate my self for being stupid over time teaches me tons of things.



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