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Senja, Kali ini tanpa bisik aku sampaikan doaku Untuk Tuhan yang katanya berada tepat di atas sana. Aku meminta Tuhan menjaga aku Menjaga sahabat sahabatku. Menjaga kami Menjaga usaha dan doa kami. Menjaga kepercayaan dan optimisme kami Menjaga cerita dan memori kami. Aku meminta untuk dijauhkan dari fitnah dan apapun yang Engkau tidak sukai Dijauhkan dari kesalahpahaman dan kebencian Dijauhkan dari firasat dan prasangka buruk Dijauhkan dari keburukan dan keburukan setelahnya. Kami menyerahkan segala persahabatan kami kepada Engkau, Dan kami memuji dan mengagumi usaha satu sama lain atas nama Engkau. Amin.

Kepada Senja, Aku sisipkan tatapan nanar saat memandangmu Aku selalu sampaikan harapan yang mungkin memberatkan Aku selalu mencintai yang bukan kamu Dan aku selalu menunggu gugurmu Kepada Senja, Yang indah namun terkhianati Aku meminta maaf atas nama diri dan egoku Setulus tulusnya Sebagaimana kamu mencintai gelap setelahmu Kepada Senja, Untuk cantikmu yang tidak pernah diabaikan orang Terimakasih karena ketulusan pesonamu Terimakasih sedalam dalamnya Sebagaimana kamu menjaga keagungan bulan diantaramu dan gelap setelahmu.

“I hardly recognized the girl you are today And, God, I hope it's not too late” lost-MichaelBuble  In the past 2 years I met bunch of people. They come Then go. Some people come back Some are literally gone. Some people can easily help, some cant move without benefit. Some stays Some cant. Some trust Some don’t. And those are totally okay. Because you are not alone, if you are shitty you will be with 200000000+++ people around the world. And if you are good you will be with the rest of this universe. I ever being trusted; being dumped; being stabbed; being friended; unfriended; invited; uninvited; being understood; being spoken up and shut; being loved then left And if you want to know more complicated thing I ever being followed and unfollowed; shared and unshared; being in an inner circle and being dropped out. Hahahaha Then again, That’s just a phase. What I’m trying to say here is: I ever felt so much pain in life. I ever am ...

You are my glass of milk. a fresh milk a plain fresh milk a plain white fresh milk a plain white fresh milk, with no ice. Boring. but healing. 

We will always have that space For one person that we always love Eventho we are having another one. ‘forever crush’ will always be there. Like a single ‘Hi’ means a lot. While the other side we are pushing someone To fight for us right now. We will always have that space To let butterflies fly. We will always have that space To keep everything stable

Dear my friend, I wanna tell you about one thing in life. “ you can hate everyone you want to hate without any reasons but be real” you can say you hate people and then walk away, or dont say anything then walk away. Hating people is fine, baby. You hate people because they aint same as you, or they dont get you, you dont get them, you dont like their lover, dont like their clothes, the way they move, they way they talk and split a single word. That is totally okay, And fine And normal. What makes you bad are.. You hate people, and you PRETEND to be not. You hate people, and you talking shits EVEN SPREADING shits. What makes you bad are.. You are keeping someone you hate. You say you love them And you say you want them to stay. What makes you bad is, You are making friends with someone you hate. Hating people is normal, making rival not. You can hate me, thats okay.