Perhaps

Now, i am getting sick. i am broken heart. im separated into pieces. im weak. im alone... nor lonely.

you know?
it is sucks
this feel is sucks.
and killing me slowly

perhaps..
this mess is because of me
because of i always expecting too much
because of im stuck on you
because of im too easy to fall

perhaps..
this Broken Heart because of me
because of i love you this much
because of i waited for you this long
because of i hate being alone

perhaps..
this Messy condition reflection of me
because now im messy girl
because now im deperate
because now im lost

you know, man?
it is okay to be me
as long as you're not in my position.

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